JUST FOR YOU .

do you know how much i want you ? how crazy i am for you ? i sayang you sangat sangat . i can't imagine my life without you . i know it sound cliche . but it is true . and i can't lie , that's what my feelings towards you .

i am starting to listen to all those kinds of smooth slow songs . it was so hard to explain baby . i am always wondering what best for me and what best for you . i used to be all fucked up because of loves but you had change everything . its hard to believe that i kept so many years , months and days being lonely and now i have found you .

everything is paid off . God had listen to my prayers , and finally sacrifices His little time to grant my wish . i have you now . i have you just for my own now and forever . i am never asking more . why am i ? because all i had ever wanted is all mine now . saying how happy i am won't be enough , will never be enough . i get to have you every second . i want to spend and enjoy my every bits with you . i can't wait to start my days with you . my many years of waiting is worth a lifetime . I LOVE YOU baby . more than ever now . . .

the thoughts of what is going to happen in the future is killing me deeply inside . i want to leave the sad and hurtful thoughts aside , but i couldn't . because it is really happening . now , i realise that we are notmeant together . you are no longer mine . it's all over now . i am still loving you . but i have to try my hardest to get over you . what i am afraid of all this time had become true .

it is hard for me to start my days without you . but i have no choice , i had to . i am praying that you will have a better life . i will be happy for you . as long as you are happy , i will be happy too . it sound ridiculous right ? but what else i can say ?

but deep inside my heart , i know that there will be someone that are meant for me . and can accept me as who i am . i believe that the day will come . i just have to wait and don't gave up so easily . i believe it's true .

friendship

sahabad !

sahabad !
kat sini aq jmpe ramai gak ar kwn bru..
sume nye oke..
:)

kat sini aq rapad nan 6 org..
bley kate gang ar..ktorang 1 umah..
:)
act 7 org..
but sorang da pinda..
:(

sume ade style n pangai tesendiri..
sangad fun la ble nan dorang..
kompom ta burink nye..
klu lepak2 sesame uh..
msti gelak ta henti sampy na peca perot..
hoho
hope frenship kte nit stay till abes blaja la ea?
tanak ar ade gado2 or ta puas aty sesame kite..
klu susa same2 susa klu senang pun same2 gak..
hoho (:

our names :)



wanies : miss u dear :)

additional member : bubu (:

that's all fer now..
:)

hola !

lame giler da ta update blog nit .
ary nit da sebulan da ta update .
agak busy lor skang .
:(

ermmm...
study aq at unikop nit..
oke la..
result test n quiz pun oke..
not bad la..
sume nye lulus n ade yg dpt A gak..
:)

U N I K O P !

kolej unikop

28 julai 2010
aq daftar at kolej unikop
francais uitm (:

aq dok oatel .
blok d 22-1 .
:)

kat sini aq kenal 7 orang kawan bru .
hoho

1) siti saraa (saraa)
2) nurizzahtul atiqah (zatul)
3) nur surizza (suri)
4) nor syazwanis (wanis)
5) dhabitah (bitah)
6) naqibah (qibah)

p/s: bitah & qibah are twin . so klu pict one of them tader , just assume ade la kan .
hoho

from left
bitah , wanis , saraa , ? , zatul , suri


from right :
zatul , wanis , bitah , saye , saraa


saye , saraa


owryte !
thats all fer now .
have fun !
(:

PRINCE OF PERSIA : The Sands of Time

this is a very good story.
AWSOME !
comfirm ta busan if tnok cter nit.
cter nit interesting.
ade adventure n also humor.
its worth it la.
ta nyesal nyer.
hoho

arghh!!!!

budus !!
ye aq mmg budus !
final exm pointer fail !
padan muke aq an .
dulu bnyk maen !
even subjeck sume pass n better than b4 this..
but still pointer fail !
so..caner skung??
hope dpt cont je la..
klu ta dpt..
mg aq budus la an..

miss u guys sooo much !

salam (:

da one week da stat cuti an..
mcm ta caye jerp..
before cuti FINAL EXAM !
seram doe..

first paper mmg senang..
tp..makin ary makin susa..
last per susa na maty..
da la paper physics..
n aq nit mmg 'xcellent' lam pijik nit..
:)

after abes paper..
sesi salam2 and maap2..
sedey gak tnok yaya n dilla nanes..
tp na uat caner an..
hmm

hope after this still dpt jmpe korang..
n we'll be frens till d end..
chewahh!
:)

seriusly guys..
aq rndu gler at korang..
xspecialli
eton,ika,yaya,miera,miera amni
n sume2 lah
rndu na gado2 n mrepek2 nan korang..
haha

lastly..
hope kite same2 dpt result yg gempak..
n dapat masuk PST nxt sem..

amin..

tarian??

salam (:

hola peeps !!

mesti korang na tau an nape tajok uh..

senar nye aq na cter sal tarian kontemporari..

n suda semestinye la kan..

bukan aq yg nari..hoho (:

kwn2 aq yg nari..

:)

ermm..

ianya berlaku pada tanggal 6 MAC 2010 ,

bertempat di DEWAN MAHAWANGSA KOLEJ MATRIKULASI KEDAH..

ianya bermula pada jam 9 malam lebih-lebih..

(skema ta ayat aq??)

haha

before uh..

aq na cter ar an caner depa dok practice..

aq agak2 la an..

ade la beminggu2 gak depa dok practice..

agak kesian la gak aq tnok depa suma..

mane tak nye an..

petng ade game softball..

mlm ade practice tarian lak an..

kesiaaannn...

tapi..ape2 pon..

aq bangge ar dapat kwn2 macam depa suma..

kuat semangat n rajin n yg sewaktu dengannye la an..

:)

hoho..

malm uh..

lpas maghrib depa suma p bilek yaya..

depa suro yaya makeup kan depa..

aq sampai2 je..

aq tnok sume muke da laen..

aq da ta knal da..

sume pipi da mera muke da kaler2..

hahaha

da na kol 9..

kitorang pon gerak ke lokasi yg sepatotnye..

:)

malam uh..

macam2 tarian kontemporari aq tnok..

macam2 gelagat penari gak aq tnok..

ade yg klaka n ade yg yg best..

yg kuar dr tema pon ade gak..

macam2 adaaa...

:)

team kwn aq last skali..

agak pnad gak ar na tggu an..

seb bek ar aq tehibor gak mlm uh..

tader la burink sgt..

:)

ade satu grup uh..

depa nari tarian asmaradana..

adeke patot..

orng ckp tarian kontemporari..

depa dok menari tarian uh lak..

aq rase la an..depa uh mmg peminat tiara la..

haha

tp an..

cian at kwn2 aq..

tyme dorang menari uh..

da oke da..sume da santekk an..

tbe2 tang part last uh..

tang na kuar pentas uh..

sound teknisen bole lak ta bkk lagu dorang an..

dorang pnyer la tggu ats pentas uh..

last2 ade owg soh dorang kuar je..

malu kott..sume sala sound teknisen uh..

cian kwn aq an..

hoho

oke la..

smpy sini je la aq bole tlis..

aq pon da tatau na tulis ape da..

b4 aq mrepek dgn lebey lanjot..

bek aq stop an..

:)

assalamualaikum :)

:)

agak lame gak la aq ta update blog nit an..
ermm..
bkn nye aq tanak update ke ape ke..
jz dat..
line tenet kat ostel aq..
tesangt la slow..
supa doe!!
slow gler na maty..
hoho

jgn kate na un9!!
na connect pon susa..
:(

ermm..
nxt wik ary kames da bole balek..
balek 4 cuti chinis new yer..
hoho

ta saba2 aq na balek nit..
haha..
mcm la aq celebrate kan..
:)

aq ta saba2 na g oliday lg..
na g bukit mera lak..
nan family aq..
sume2 nye..
ade la dlm 9 family yg g..
hoho
ramai ta??
:)

oke la,,
gtg..aq pon kat room mmbr aq nit..
klu kat room aq jgn arap la kan aq bley cnnct tenet nit..
tader line la kate kan..
:(

cuti mid sem

cuti stat 1 jan n end 17 jan..
so dlam 2 weeks gak la aq cuti an..
cuti nit sgt burink ouh..
hoho

asyk dok uma jerp..
ta kuar pon..
ary slase nit 12 jan..
bwu na kuar..
na g bb..
hoho

sumpa da lme gler aq ta g bb..
na kuar nan dak kmk n convent..
hoho

g nek monorel..
but u noe wut..
aq ta pna naek monorel..
haha

klaka kan..
aq ta pna naek sbb..
aq ta pna rase na naek monorel nit..
hoho

so ble na kuar nnty..
tepakse la mmbr aq ajo aq caner na nek mende uh nnty..
hoho

pengkalan balak

dr 18 till 20 dec 2009..
aq nan family aq g oloday at pengkalan balak..
ade la dlam 7 krete yg pegi..
hoho

ermm...
it was fun la..
sbb da lme ta gathered satu family mcm uh..
hoho

18 grak dr uma maseng2..
smpy mlm...
the nxt day..
morning g super market..
bli thing2 4 bbq..
ktorang bli ayam..ikan..sosej..n ape ntah lg..
tp bnyk gak la..
hoho

tgah ary wat bbq..
at first plan na wat mlm..
but aq kne balek mlm uh..
sbb da na kne balek..
sbb na balek ostel..
hoho

tyme bbq uh..
mule2 pacek2 yg bakar..
then aq nan czen aq yg cont bakar
hoho

lpas mkn..
aq n czen2 n maksu n paksu aq g pntai..
tngkap2 gmba..
jln2..maen2 ombak..
walopon ujan tyme uh an..
naseb baek ta ujan lbat cam pg..
hoho

lpas da puas jln2..
aq nan czen aq naek balek..
n tnok dr bilek dorang nga mndy laut..
jeles kott..
so ktorank pon join la same..
hoho

agak lame la gak ktorng maen air uh..
da mcm zaman2 mude dulu da..
bes je..
sbb da lme gler kott aq ta mndy laut..
hoho

mlm uh ktorang g pusing2 melake..
tp jln jam gler..
cz rmai yg kuar bli barang2 4 xmas..
mmg jam gler na maty..
saket buntut aq dok lam kete..
hoho

lpas g round2..
ktorang g mkn lak..
tp an..aq agak ta puas aty la..
da la pnat jln jam..
then makanan kat kdai uh pon..
TA SEDAP !!
sedap lg makan at cafe kolej aq..
hoho

lpas mkn ktorang balek..
balek2..
aq ta rase ta sedap bdn..
pale aq penin gler..
ta pna aq rase penin mcm uh..
aq pnye penin smpy abg aq ofer burger prosperty pon..
aq tolak..
hoho

then pg esk nye at uma aq..
bgn2 tdo je..tyme mndy..
aq munta2 n ciret..
mmg trok gler la tyme uh..
aq da pk da mcm mne la aq na nek bus balek kolej nit..
hoho

then g brekpes at kdai..
my dad nbli ubat suro aq mkn..
aq mkn la..tp tader perubahan pon..
mkn pon sket jerp..
sbb ta lalu..

my mom tnye..
bole ke nek bus??
aq ckp tatau la..
hoho

then my mom ckp..
na anta aq smpy kolej trus..
sbb dy tnok aq mcm ta larat je kan na nek bus..
da la 7 jam kne nek bus..
hoho

smpy kolej macek2 aq kol tnye aq kne ke ta
muntah2 n ciret uh..
sbb d whole family da kne..
hoho

kre d whole family kne food poisoining la kan..
mmg trajis tol oliday ktorang..
hoho

ble pk2 balek..
kne nit maybe sbb mkn lokan..
aq pon tatau btl ke ta name nye nit..hoho
ermm..dlm english name dy oyster..
hoho

esk nye..
aq mc kott..ta g klas pon..
sbb gler ta larat na g klass..
hoho

aq saket dlam one week la..
tp czen aq mcm trok la..
sbb smpy munta dara sume an..
hoho

n smpy skarang sorang macek aq ta baek2 la..
n ary uh dy masok spital..
cz trok lg..
hmm..

hopefully dy cpad sembo la ea..
hopefully gak..
nxt tyme ble g oliday lg..
tader la bnde2 nit jd lg..
hoho

the continue of cter 'meteor'

after jd kejadian meteor uh..
i heard a lot of story version..
hoho

ade yg ckp 17 dec is d day org wat pejanjian nan bende uh..
org yg aq maksod kan..
is bomoh yg sesat yg wat pejanjian nan bende uh b4 kolej aq uh d bine..
suro bende uh jage tmpt uh la..
n pejanjian uh kne renew evry 5 years..
n ton 2009 is the 5th year..
hoho

ade gak yg ckp..
bende2 nit jd sbb 'meteor' uh mara at jodak2 kolej nit..
sbb kacau tmpat dorng..
cz ade dak2 laki yg menceroboh tmpat dorng..
(tangki air)dak2 laki uh flying withot wing..
2 yg dak2 laki wat..
but bende yg paling dorang mara is dak pompuan.
sbb da koto an tmpat dorang..
xspecially toilet
so korang paham2 je la ea ape yg aq maksod an..
hoho


ade lg la cter2 yg aq dngr..
mmg mcm2 la cter yg aq dngr..
ermm..
not sure mane satu yg btoi2 the real story..
:)

lecterer aq ckp..
bende uh jin..
and there are 3 types of jin kat kolej aq uh..
divided ikot color..
ade mera..hitam..and putih..

yg putih uh baek..
slalu dok at msjid or tmpt2 yg baek la..
yg merah n hitam uh yg jahat..
yg kacau2 uh pon yg merah n hitam nit la..
n dorang pon mcm manusie gak..
just dorang tader jisim..
means that dorang tader bentok..

kte dok dunie nit pon bkn kte2 aje..
kte share nan dorang..
jst kte ta nmpk je dorang wujud..
but dorang mmg ade ok..
so..kte kne na pk b4 wat ape2..
n if ade tmpt2 yg org ta g..
jgn la kte pndy2 na g..
sbb manusie ta pg tmpt uh..
but ade bende laen yg pegi..

hoho

14 dec..

ermm...
actually cter nit da lme aq na post..
tp d sbbkan ole perkare2 yg ta dpt na d elak kan..
n kemalasan aq yg tgi sbb line tesangtla ta clear at ostel aq..
hoho

cter dy canit..
14 dec 2009..
mlm uh dlm kol 11 mlm mcm uh..
tbe2 ade bnyi bombe..
aq at room mmbr aq..
ktorank pon pk la..
npe bombe dtg mlm2 nit ea??
td suro bdak yg saket twon..
takan la bombe yg na bwk dorang g spital??
pelik toi tyme uh..
hoho

5 mins after that..
ade announcement suro all student twon..
cz ade kebakaran..
tp yg klaka nye..
announcenent dy ta takot langsong..

ble da dngr..
ktorang pon twon la..
g at tmpt yg sepatot nye..

ermmm...
actually aq na cter bende yg jd lpaas uh..
hoho

tyme dok dngr abe bombe uh mencarut..
dngar ke??aq tdo kott tyme dy carut uh..
hoho

tbe2....
ade orng nmpk meteor..
mmg gler la tyme uh..
cz tader saape xpect dpt tnok meteor ryte..
but..it was very2 strange..
bcuz..dr ape yg aq blaja tyme skola dlu..
meteor uh will go 2 1 directoin only..am i ryte??

tp meteor yg nit..
go to many directions..
n grak laju gler..(mne ade meteor yg grak lju mcm uh an)
n its many..
more than 5 i think..
hoho

bdk2 uh pon xcited lebey la kan..
aq da pk bende laen da tyme uh..
so aq ckp at roomate2 aq..
jgn tnok n wat bodo je..
n stat bace la ape2 yg patot..
cz aq da ase laen da tyme uh..

n d last meteor was bigger than d other n much slower..
n right after that..
org stat HISTERIA !!
aq tnok jam..kol 12 mlm..
mid nyte uh..
mmg agak menakot kan la gak tyme uh..
sbb org yg kne uh..
keliling aq jerp..
mmg dkt2 gler..
naseb baek aq da biase da tnok owg histeria tyme skola dlu..
(tader la biase sgt senarnye)

n after that sume dak pompuan kne g msjid..
bce yasiin..
tp at msjid pon rmai gak yg kne..
aq lak kne dok dkat gler nan sorng bdk yg kne uh..
aq wat biase je la..
cz roomate aq nga takot..
klu aq takot gak..compom dy lg takot kan..
(dalam aty takot gak ouh)

ta lame lpas uh..
ktorang pon bole balek room maseng2..
but kne bce yasiin at room plx..
hoho

ta lame pas uh aq pon tdo..
hoho

tp smpy kol 8 pg aq dngr ayat2 uh..
cz dorng bkk yg recording nye..
hoho

bende nit jd dlam 3 ary gak lah..
then rmai yg balek temasok lah aq..
hoho