do you know how much i want you ? how crazy i am for you ? i sayang you sangat sangat . i can't imagine my life without you . i know it sound cliche . but it is true . and i can't lie , that's what my feelings towards you .
i am starting to listen to all those kinds of smooth slow songs . it was so hard to explain baby . i am always wondering what best for me and what best for you . i used to be all fucked up because of loves but you had change everything . its hard to believe that i kept so many years , months and days being lonely and now i have found you .
everything is paid off . God had listen to my prayers , and finally sacrifices His little time to grant my wish . i have you now . i have you just for my own now and forever . i am never asking more . why am i ? because all i had ever wanted is all mine now . saying how happy i am won't be enough , will never be enough . i get to have you every second . i want to spend and enjoy my every bits with you . i can't wait to start my days with you . my many years of waiting is worth a lifetime . I LOVE YOU baby . more than ever now . . .
the thoughts of what is going to happen in the future is killing me deeply inside . i want to leave the sad and hurtful thoughts aside , but i couldn't . because it is really happening . now , i realise that we are notmeant together . you are no longer mine . it's all over now . i am still loving you . but i have to try my hardest to get over you . what i am afraid of all this time had become true .
it is hard for me to start my days without you . but i have no choice , i had to . i am praying that you will have a better life . i will be happy for you . as long as you are happy , i will be happy too . it sound ridiculous right ? but what else i can say ?
